just another wednesday :(

while waiting for anatomy lecturer :/

 

damn tired. another horrible wednesday with absolutely no rests whatsoever. i just went through 9 hours of class. fuck school.

 rainy days make you crave for a hot bowl of steaming noodles T_T

in my case, i crave for this every single day :(

 

fuck cafeteria food too. & i thought i would never really mean it. well, that was then. when you’re as big an eater like me, you’ll get bored of everything soon. everything’s so mundane & oily. the other day, i ate 2 plates of rice in less than 3 hours. i ate before the 1pm class and eat right after it, which was 3pm. so yeah. today i ate another plate of typical economy rice & a chicken burger. so tired of it. maybe i’ll grab a plate of nasi lemak instead tomorrow… but heck, the several worldcup-session nasi lemak hadn’t fully digested itself yet, i feel rather nauseous even thinking about it. then again, there’s less than mediocre (or so i’ve heard, correct me if i’m wrong) chicken rice, which, i seriously do not have the urge at all to eat. i’d rather have macaroni.

i love it. if only i have the energy, time, heat-retaining tupperware to do so :/

…

nah, i’m too lazy.

 

speaking of lunch… i was sitting behind this red haired dude who seemed to be out of place amidst our nerdy looking bunch of people… so, i bought my typical plate of economy rice and sat down, then as typical as it is, i had the urge to pee so i stood up and tried to grab the chair handle to pushed it towards the table so i could pass through.. i tried for several times without looking… but all i felt was this cotton material against my rather…. reckless fingers. i looked up in frustration (god knows what i was distracted at) and realized i was sort of scratching the guy’s thick shirt/hoodie/jacket/cardigan whatever. but the point was… WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING? i dunno why.. but i’ll just assume he had such decency (or to avoid more awkwardness…) to ignore the “scratching” sensation… i mumbled sorry and split as fast as i could T_T

i think he was terrified of the girl-scratching-back monster so he wasn’t there when i got back, thank god.

 

  

left & right side

haha the earrings i wear these days :P

 

anyway i woke up with a jolt at 646am in the morning while my first class of the day was at 8am. can’t help it. it was raining! too much a luxury to be sleeping when it rains. plenty of rushing & alot of “where is that goddamn socks!” & "where’s the keys?” “fuck, i need my jacket!!” later… i got out with a really pink umbrella (skin food gift – can’t help it) just in time to watch the utar bus showing me its bright blue ass. fuck you.

resigned, i went to wait for the ktar bus with a bunch of ktar students. even the ktar students weren’t looking so glamorous as they used to today… :/ it took more than 20 mins to get from the bus stop to ktar while it would only take at most 15 mins. damn jam. i spent that amount of time playing, yet again, sushi game on my iphone as the guy who was equally bored sometimes looked on beside me =.=

the real horror was threading from ktar to utar in roads full of rain water, or worse, muddy water. i was rewarded with this:

  wet wet cotton shoes :(

 

my cotton shoes were wet throughout! not disgustingly can-rear-fishies kinda wet but still irksome enough.

you do not want to be imagine the state of my socks when i finally got home at 530 :O

 

gehgeh’s expression when anatomy2 lecturer walked in =.=

at first very sweet one :/

 

then there was anatomy2 class, everyone was talking about how these two juniors dropped the subject. now, there’s a possibility of everyone dropping it :?  someone even handed us the form for adding/removing subjects @.@

 just realized there’s srsly 50 stuff around my mirror =.=

i ADORE the giraffeeeeeeee t-shirt now! <3 

 

 

LOL don’t this have an uncanny resemblance? :D

 

i’m back :P as in mentally back :P er, mood-wise you know? lol anyway i realized some things.. you just have to take it as what it is & i have lived too much for other people that i would love to live for myself now. & that’s what i’ll be doing :)

 

if there’s someone who.. about 30 people knew that he had a crush on you once, & lately… have been appearing everywhere near you.. could that be a coincidence or…….. ? (not me!)

i personally think it’s too much for “just a coincidence” … & the eyes are pretty “straight to the point” =.=

 

a dramatic ending to this blog post ;)

byebye!