Friday, October 30, 2009

webcammie <3

 

Untitled3 i was on webcam with qi this morning and damn connection was so laggy that our webcam image totally freeze and yeah the above image was frozen there for like 3 minutes.

no, not really, i’m not really really into 6 packs =.= & totally not into friends’ uncles… or any uncles for that matter =.=

 

 

it’s been agesssss since i last blogged. but aiya, no time la >.< then bla is like reaching in the next hour or so, i’m so excited! <3

 

P.s bla is my super lesbo partner. we’re even in a relationship in facebook. yeah, i’m a lesbo, so what? :P and i’m kinda promiscuous so i actually have multiple lesbo partners.

 

……….fine, i should lay off the lesbo jokes since everyone totally fell for it =.=

i love men ok men men men wtf now i sound like some horny bitch.

 

ah well ftw.

 

ok ok, gotta go shower, need to smell good for my lover <3 WTF.

Monday, October 19, 2009

i swear…

on my utmost comfy bed (and if you really really really know me, you would know i would fight, bite, kick, slit the throat of the unfortunate person who would even dare to think of my bed. yeah well, what can i say? i am possessive & i get jealous ;] ) that 

 

something happened & it is the funniest funniest thing that had happened in a long time.

 

was kinda busy today but i managed to remember to sms yi lin to borrow books on muet because i’m getting pretty worked up by this muet exam i’ll be taking on wednesday… can you believe that i have TOTALLY NO CLUE at all about this exam?

 

…. okay wait, i had no clue of maths, statics, engineering computing and the sorts even during study week either……

and i realized i’m pretty stupid. (yet again)

 

she said: you know where’s kayu? (kayu does not equal to wood here, referring to this famous mamak place in penang)

me: oh!! been there a few times….. but… dunno =.=

she: sunshine 24 hours?

me: dunno =.= erm, nvm lar, i try find kayu =.=

she: aiyo, no need! wait, lemme think…

in the end, we settled on super tanker, thank god i knew where it is.

 

so yeah, there you go, besides being an idiot in studies, i’m also an idiot in navigating.

 

like the time andrew said, KEK LOK SI THERE GOT LAKSA, VERY NICE WAN!

i said, OK, NEXT TIME WE GO! …… but you have to get a road map =.=

he: …. i go get my friend to hack a gps system.

 

so yeah, you get my drift =.=

 

anyway, REALLY SORRY TO ANDREW! i wasn’t in penang at that time omg i’m so so so sorry! next time i take him heang biscuits for you >.<

oh & that laksa in kek lok si? rumour has it that they put tissue in it to make the soup thicker… ridiculous much?

 

alright back back,

& THAT WAS NOWHERE NEAR THE FUNNIEST THING.

i rushed out from my house in a hurry ‘cuz i was late (as usual). actually, i just woke up =.= god i’m sorry to all those unfortunate people >.<

OH and i managed to get my car out successfully w/o a scratch or a nuclear bomb sort of yelling from dad to “BLOODY STOP THE CAR. YOU ARE GONNA HIT THAT WALL/MAKE THE WHOLE PORCH FALL/DENT THE CAR!” =.=

 

allow me to express my happiness! SOOO HAPPY OKAYYY X)

 

okay so anyway i drove till i was at super tanker & … it was every beginner driver’s biggest nightmare. it took my mind back to the time my driving instructor barely saved us (him & i) from a crash. gives me the chills.

 

i found no place to stop my car at all =.= so i continued driving… till i reached this traffic light & turned right & … it was really really dark. i got nervous & my first cowardly instinct is to follow the car in front. it turned left, so i did. and lo behold, another dark place. a dark residential area.

1st instinct? call for help.

 

which was pretty stupid since i don’t really need help. i knew exactly how to get back there. i just need to vent like OMG, I AM LOST LOST LOST HOW HOW HOW >.<

 

after venting, i calmly reversed & drove back. picked her up & exchanged the normal “OMG, YOUR HAIR… etc etc” then we stared at each other.

me: kayu?

she: erm, actually, i don’t really know how to go.

me: omg, me too

……

 

i suggested we experiment a little anyway ;]

after LEFT! NONO RIGHT! & multiple aahhs & oops & omgs & wtfs (okay, there MIGHT be more censored words…) at a wide variation of things such as a small kitten running by my car, stupid road bumps w/o any forewarn signs, stupid moving cars, stupid parked cars, stupid… people, stupid bir— ok well, we finally arrived! & then there was this tiny problem of parking.

 

retardedly enough, there was this really large parking space & me, being the genius i am, managed to park in between two large parking lots. yi lin had to change seats with me & took the wheel =.=

i totally get why certain smart people dislike me :[

 

we went in kayu… sat there & this nice waiter came to ask us what we wanted to order… we exchanged glances and took awhile to order =.= no menu =.= & it was ages ago since the last time i’ve been there. & also with someone not quite pleasant to be with... yi lin suggested roti tisu & i said okay.

we ordered 2 teh tariks & 2 roti tisu =.= is it my imagination or did i just had a romantic date sort of dinner? x)

 

some time later, the waiter came back & asked her something complete with hand gestures. i took no notice of it =.=

let’s just say when the damn roti tisu came, our jaws were on the floor. like seriously.

 

and as if that wasn’t enough to make us look at each other in horror… out came another… so that makes two. turns out the waiter earlier was asking whether we wanted the big one or the small one…

 

guess which one we got?

 

 

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two jaw-dropping huge towers.

strangely reminds me of the twin towers but that’s besides the point.

 

people around us were going o.o & giving us strange glances =.=

 

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& then i suddenly had this bad feeling. i grabbed my bag in horror & reached within… hoping against hope to find the thing i wanted to feel in my hands so badly. instead, i touched… my ipod, camera… various things BUT

 

NO WALLET.

 

 

 

 

WTF!??!

 

 

 

can i be defensive now & state that I NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR FORGET MY WALLET? ok once… twice… thrice… in high school but never after high school!!!!!

i yelled. she said it was okay, she had RM10. but i still had a bad feeling. the waiter took the bill over & she looked at it for 3 secs. enough to make my head spin.

 

it was…

 

 

RM10.40.

 

 

 

WHAT THE ….. i shall refrain myself from reciting every word i had in my mind back then.

 

 

she “ we should borrow 40 cents from someone “ *looks around for potential victims

me “ omg. i think i should call dad. ….. but he would also kill me & he doesn’t know how to get here…” my mind whirling at images of different people, searching for potential rescuers =.=

she “ no need la… just get someone to give us 40 cents “

me “ wait, i think i have some money in the car… i go get it now “

 

so i walked back, all the while praying i have 40 measly cents. totally get how important money is T.T

i took out every cents & …. ended up with 41 cents!

 

 

OMG HAPPY RIGHT?

 

 

that was before the “no 1 nor 5 cents system” got to me. so technically i had 20 cents & useless coins.

 

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money o.o moneyy O.O moneyyy $.$

 

nevertheless, we had a nice conversation & didn’t give a damn about it.

 

 

 

 

okay, i totally lied. we were both nervous. like crap. the conversation went from SFL (single for life) to omg 40 cents 40 cents 40 cents @.@ $.$

 

the feeling was … like when i did something bad like forgot my homework during primary school (which was really frequent during std 1) & my teacher was out to get me =.=

 

anyway we managed to finished one of the towers & asked to wrap the other. we thought that the waiter would take one of those typical economy rice box to squeeze the whole thing in but… NOOOOOOoooooo

 

we stared in a mixture of (more) horror, amazement & amusement as he took out a plastic bag & squeezed the whole tower in. like omg. wake-me-up-now-please went through my mind multiple times.

 

i ended up with this.

 

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we spent the next 5 mins or so staring in horror at the plastic bag while finishing small pieces from the 2nd tower when he squeezed it in…

 

and then the most dreaded moment came, we went to pay.

the cashier said… nope, we don’t accept 5 cents & 1 cents anymore…

i guess it was pure sympathy that he took the 5 cents & said “it’s okay”

 

 

OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

aygdafuafufsdgaiflgglidagoba

SOOOOO EMBARRASING OK.

 

T.T

 

 

anyway i was really jittery after that till i dropped her back. i have no idea why but when people keep telling me “it’s okay… it’s okay…” while i’m driving, i get even more nervous. & we were so jittery that we forgot to take pictures. =.= what. it’s a girl thing ok.

 

i had no idea why or how, but it’s like if i’m driving alone or everyone around me is quiet enough to give me an illusion that i’m driving alone or the music blaring from the radio is something that kick start my adrenaline, the adrenaline kicks in & i drive really fast with club music blaring & my eyes became hard & cold (<--- funny i know wtf). i switched to reckless driver mode. 80km/h… 90… 100.. 110 god i love driving at midnight. =/ some psychologically messed up thingy?

 

& i totally love the feeling. when i was right in front of my house, i wished i could drive another round. one more… then my sanity kicked back in ‘cuz i sounded like a drug addict or something. & i had already drove a huge round around lip sin ‘cuz i took a wrong turn. no surprise here =.=

& yeah, i also remembered… no wallet = no money, no credit cards, no IC ….. no driving license.

 

 

sometimes, i think i’m pretty dangerous.

 

 

 

and then, when i came back home, dad could sense my guilt =.= he kept asking me “what are you looking for”

i said “what, no ok. nothing”

scurries away in guilt.

 

i spent 10 mins searching till i remembered i threw it in my mum’s bag earlier =.=

then i had to guiltily ( & stealthily) take my mum’s bag out from the room and dad had to ask suspiciously again “mum asked you to take things up for her?”

(now that i think of it, i don think he was being suspicious, i was guilty so i thought he was being suspicious =.= )

i gave a non-committal grunt & took the bag out, fished my wallet out, threw the bag back in the room & ran like a thief =.=

 

oh & i’ve realized that friends in different geographical locations gives me different opinions about my hair.

apparently,

penang – NOOOOO   DON’T STRAIGHTENNNNN   UGLLYYYYYY   COMMONNNN   NOOOOO   SOOO FLATTTT JUST DONT EVER DO ITTT   NOOOOOOO

kl – GOOOOO DO ITTTTTTTTTTT   VERY UGLYYY NOWWWW   JUST DOOO ITTTT

 

 

 

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RM4 worth of tissues, anyone? >.<

 

yi lin <3

 

 

P.s i am pretty traumatized.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

回来了。

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回到PG了。

突然很想用华文打字~ 谢谢4.0爸教我一些字。

唉,说我是从华校毕业的,还真不懂多少人会信。

 

我说啊,自己在这短短三个月里,不懂是为什么。。。 真的变笨了。

以前在朋友当中,多半还说得上是蛮能照顾人的,现在真的对自己有点无奈。

明明是身在有问题的存在,不过还是笨笨的觉得。。。 没什么,没问题啊~ 之类的。 更严重的是,多半是根本什么都没有感觉到。

等到有好心人来很明显的指出问题时,才会恍然大悟的大喊:啊!是吗? 没有啦。。。哪有? 哪有可能。。。

我说自己真的是越来越迟钝,越来越笨,思想又是那么的简单。 整天似乎都在梦游。。。

每天都被人家说单纯,单纯得很稀有,单纯的被人欺负都不懂的那种。 而且最近是一天被说上多过五次的那种。

 

本来应该看起来是让我照顾的人,反而最后是他照顾我 =。=

 

突然发现自己真的太容易相信别人,自己算是慢热后就很快热的人,什么都会很容易的告诉别人,什么都会很有信心对方不会出卖我的信任。

往往会让人觉得我有时说话激动得有些问题,为什么我生活就像是围绕着某些问题而走的,为什么会那么的介意那问题的存在。

 

会这么说的人,说得上还不这么了解我吧,不过,是我的错。

干吗有事没事在那边对周围的人发飙!

真的是自己的错,没有任何贬义,是真的很认真地说,是自己的错,因为发现自己已经把很多人当作像我的真正哥哥一样,要打就打,要发飙就发飙,反正哥哥就是很了解我,很疼我。

所以人家会误会我的意思,这,也是理所当然。

因为最讨厌被人家误会,所以自己又会很激动。。。

对不起,又很怪脾气的吓坏了人 =。=

 

我真的还有好多东西要学,总之,以后,会尽量不会犯一样的错误。

说不会再犯就是假的,因为本人就是那么的冲动。

火在头或是激动时就连头脑都往外飞走了,更不用说理智吧 =。=

唉,总之,请原谅我这个还未长大的小孩。

 

不过,昨天认识了一个中国女生(有多少人会和一个陌生中国女生说话,而且是大概有两小时的那种。。。),是在云顶工作的,她说以后要玩,可以约她,而且如果要去户外玩之类的,她可以帮帮我买票,重点是半价。就是员工价钱。

所以说,笨一点,纯真一些,也不完全是坏事吧 =。= (是在很明显的自我安慰)

 

不过,我也懂,自己很幸福,有人关心,有人愿意听我发飙 (虽然多半都不这么了解我的怪脾气),总之,我懂得自足 =)

谢谢,超爱你们的。 最感谢那位提醒我的人 =)

 

刚回到家,觉得好懒惰,有软绵绵的被单,有舒服的床,有冷气,啊,真是无忧无虑的简单生活。。。。。。至少直到可以预料到的烂成绩公布吧 T。T

想说,自己应该清醒一些,已经是笨蛋了,不要以为最后一分钟能追得上别人努力了十四到十五星期的课程。 T。T

 

 

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请骗我,我不会很noob的感觉 =。=

 

30/9/2009
11:13:22 AM
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Fiona
FI IS LESBO !!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

30/9/2009
11:13:29 AM
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Fiona
what was your bro thinking ???!!!!

30/9/2009
11:13:57 AM
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Fiona
maybe u should bring a guy home occasionally or take photos with guys

30/9/2009
11:14:06 AM
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Fiona
or show that u have interest in guys ??

30/9/2009
11:14:32 AM
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Fiona
wait, u're NOT a lesbo right ?? i susptected too... hehe

 

WTF。 这是认识我七年的人说的话。

我说,大家是疯了吗。是要我去公开追男人才相信我是爱男人的吗 =。=

 

根本没有喜欢的,为什么要搞莫名的暧昧呢 =。= 

哈哈哈不过,我懂你是为我好,谢谢,爱你 <3

 

 

 

考完后,三个人一起提早庆祝生日 =)

 

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对,我胖了 T。T

 

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我们不是女人,根本比得过一堆男人的食量。=。=

 

吃完后,

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看什么看! 胖了就不可以吃蛋糕吗!*敏感

 

我说,自己的胃口被KL的食物分量弄得超大的。

今天吃了PG的食物,吃了一碗面和汉堡包后,一下子就饿了。。。

现在好饿啊 T。T

 

 

谢谢WC给我生日礼物,超细心的,我都不记得自己说过没有雨伞 T。T

而且又是我超喜欢的流行式的,谢谢!

 

也谢谢SEEN,QI,KEN,TECKWEI,SR GORGOR给我生日礼物。

裙子很美 <3 谢谢!

 

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我是什么垃圾都收着的怪物。 =。=

 

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这样看戏也是一种幸福 =)

又超爱 HONEY STARS 和 KOKO KRUNCH 了 <3

 

 

 

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走路不等人的KENJI (不过说是帮我开路)

带我走路绕一大大大圈的EUGENE (不过说是我肥了,带我去运动 =。=)

 

 

 

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真的是让我第一次看到有人吃SUSHI到要吐的BERNARD =。=

重点是又一直拼命拿! *傻眼

 

=。=

 

 

 

配我逛KL后。。。

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累坏的EUGENE和KENJI。

 

虽然说很丑又是很像收账人用的,而且充满很重垃圾的包包,还是被KENJI很好心的帮我拿着~

手里只拿着手机就很开心的走。。。那个忘记叫什么名的出名街 =。=

谢谢

 

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EUGENE色咪咪的脸和。。。手的位子。

在我旁边的BERNARD和我在旁拼命狂拍!

哈哈哈哈哈!~

 

那天,真的超幸福,要去哪里,他们都奉陪,谢谢你们! <3

 

 

 

。。。。。。

真的让我超级想念哥哥。

 

 

那小子又不会打来说一下废话。真是的。

 

 

 

啊。。。 现在还真饿 >.<