it doesn’t really matter who you say you are

i meant my pillow of course :P

 

waking up after more than half a day’s time always felt different. first, you scramble up for your phone and look at the time groggily and think how the hell are you able to wake up so early (5am)?! den remembered you slept about 2 hours after 5pm the day before… then, you unconsciously fall back on your bed cuz you’re a lazy bum like that.

i remembered there was once a competition about how long you could sleep, held by slumberland or some sort of bed-producing companies… my point is i could probably finish in at least top 3 in such a competition.

 

oh & do you remember the guy who i errr.. scratched his back? (refer below) =.=

i saw him again on friday… & told qi i was pretty terrified.

she asked: why

me: cuz he’s holding a famine 30 booklet

qi howled in laughter, thank you so much zz

*we’re attending the famine 30 event :)

 

my hand & qi’s <3

 

instead of writing sentimental poems on our hand or something romantic like that…

all we wrote was some crazy things to do like:

wear formal a&p2

a&p2 edit slides

a&p2 report

 

speaking of a&p2… after certain complaints, miss yu from a&p1 is taking over!!!

….

 

for a week.

 

well, it’s gonna be interesting… i’m waiting to see how she’ll get us prepared for our finals in just a few hours :/ but she’s godlike in some sense. so yeah, i believe she can conjure up some rainbows :P

 

she reminds me of my favourite chemistry lecturer during a-levels. you could pretty much say i love chemistry cuz she had strong influence on me.

 

back to qi, i fear that qi’s uncanny obsession with pretty girls have gone pretty overboard as she could spot one miles away (i think it’s better than what an average guy could do) & when i told her i purposely let her sit with a “cute” guy, she looked straight at him and then looked back up at me and said “GOT CUTE MEH?”

=.= okay..

 

but she thinks fairly well of these guys over here:

 

qi getting her fringe cut while i wait for her like what a typical bf has to do :/

 

so while i rot.. i decided to rot artistically (take photos of ambience) LOL

 

i think the name is Studio Retro :/

     

we went over after biomechanics and before electrical machines on thursday.

erm precisely speaking, she dragged, i was dragged. LOL jk.

 

anyway i really really reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally wanted bedroom slippers! still do! desperately! DES-PE-RATE-LY!

i wan this strawberry slippers i saw months ago at the gift shop near the lrt station but but but it’s gone now! there are only watermelon slippers & starry slippers =.= i want strawberry damnit.

 

qi said she saw some vendors selling slippers near the lrt station so we went and all i saw was something like angie has. i quite like them… there’s a MR. BEAN’S TEDDY slipper!!! cute! i want! but.. it’s not as practical as the strawberry one.. it’s filled with fluffy fur (artificial of course). imagine if it gets wet. yuck.

… but knowing myself, i would probably go buy it soon anyway. depends on my impulsive mood that rises and declines like hormones during period time ://

 

sigh, filled with agony & despair (me only), we bought an ice-cream each. the usual: durian flavour (qi) cempedak flavour (me) & went back school.

 

Pocoyize

GUESS WHO ARE THESE IMAGES BUILD BASED ON?

 

 

  

HAHA first one is qi (sorry, i know the hair is abit over the top but that’s the only curly hair feature =.= & she always complained that she has bunny tooth which i also.. unfortunately have)

 

the rest are all me HAHAHA

the usual geeky me geeky geeky with geeky teeth geeky glasses geeky clothes HAHAHA

the worldcup me i <3 <3 <3 spain!

the COOL ME with COOL BIKER JACKET YAYY (fantasized of course)

 

 

with this, I SHALL GO DOMINATE MY CONTACTS LIST WITH NEW POCOYIZE IMAGES! :P

 

unfortunately also one of the reasons why i did real bad in maths… notice the still empty paper? LOL. =.= i installed it on the eve of my test… so yeah. fuck itchy hands.

 

then i got even more itchy mouth and gobbled up 3 mangosteens in one go given by my housemate :’(

 

SIGH.

i am HOPELESS.

 

did i mentioned i also have ELECTRICAL MACHINES

(WHICH I HAVE ENTIRELY NO IDEA ABOUT)

 

T-E-S-T

 

ON

 

TUESDAY?

 

 

 

 

FML. :’(

 

byebye i go commit suicide.

speaking of which, i kept getting these really eccentric disturbing dreams lately…

first about overdosage of pills.

second about losing half of my head of hair and such…

i think another stopping people fighting violently or something and got hurt in the process…

i believe there are more but i couldn’t remember :S

LOL another dramatic ending.

just another wednesday :(

while waiting for anatomy lecturer :/

 

damn tired. another horrible wednesday with absolutely no rests whatsoever. i just went through 9 hours of class. fuck school.

 rainy days make you crave for a hot bowl of steaming noodles T_T

in my case, i crave for this every single day :(

 

fuck cafeteria food too. & i thought i would never really mean it. well, that was then. when you’re as big an eater like me, you’ll get bored of everything soon. everything’s so mundane & oily. the other day, i ate 2 plates of rice in less than 3 hours. i ate before the 1pm class and eat right after it, which was 3pm. so yeah. today i ate another plate of typical economy rice & a chicken burger. so tired of it. maybe i’ll grab a plate of nasi lemak instead tomorrow… but heck, the several worldcup-session nasi lemak hadn’t fully digested itself yet, i feel rather nauseous even thinking about it. then again, there’s less than mediocre (or so i’ve heard, correct me if i’m wrong) chicken rice, which, i seriously do not have the urge at all to eat. i’d rather have macaroni.

i love it. if only i have the energy, time, heat-retaining tupperware to do so :/

…

nah, i’m too lazy.

 

speaking of lunch… i was sitting behind this red haired dude who seemed to be out of place amidst our nerdy looking bunch of people… so, i bought my typical plate of economy rice and sat down, then as typical as it is, i had the urge to pee so i stood up and tried to grab the chair handle to pushed it towards the table so i could pass through.. i tried for several times without looking… but all i felt was this cotton material against my rather…. reckless fingers. i looked up in frustration (god knows what i was distracted at) and realized i was sort of scratching the guy’s thick shirt/hoodie/jacket/cardigan whatever. but the point was… WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING? i dunno why.. but i’ll just assume he had such decency (or to avoid more awkwardness…) to ignore the “scratching” sensation… i mumbled sorry and split as fast as i could T_T

i think he was terrified of the girl-scratching-back monster so he wasn’t there when i got back, thank god.

 

  

left & right side

haha the earrings i wear these days :P

 

anyway i woke up with a jolt at 646am in the morning while my first class of the day was at 8am. can’t help it. it was raining! too much a luxury to be sleeping when it rains. plenty of rushing & alot of “where is that goddamn socks!” & "where’s the keys?” “fuck, i need my jacket!!” later… i got out with a really pink umbrella (skin food gift – can’t help it) just in time to watch the utar bus showing me its bright blue ass. fuck you.

resigned, i went to wait for the ktar bus with a bunch of ktar students. even the ktar students weren’t looking so glamorous as they used to today… :/ it took more than 20 mins to get from the bus stop to ktar while it would only take at most 15 mins. damn jam. i spent that amount of time playing, yet again, sushi game on my iphone as the guy who was equally bored sometimes looked on beside me =.=

the real horror was threading from ktar to utar in roads full of rain water, or worse, muddy water. i was rewarded with this:

  wet wet cotton shoes :(

 

my cotton shoes were wet throughout! not disgustingly can-rear-fishies kinda wet but still irksome enough.

you do not want to be imagine the state of my socks when i finally got home at 530 :O

 

gehgeh’s expression when anatomy2 lecturer walked in =.=

at first very sweet one :/

 

then there was anatomy2 class, everyone was talking about how these two juniors dropped the subject. now, there’s a possibility of everyone dropping it :?  someone even handed us the form for adding/removing subjects @.@

 just realized there’s srsly 50 stuff around my mirror =.=

i ADORE the giraffeeeeeeee t-shirt now! <3 

 

 

LOL don’t this have an uncanny resemblance? :D

 

i’m back :P as in mentally back :P er, mood-wise you know? lol anyway i realized some things.. you just have to take it as what it is & i have lived too much for other people that i would love to live for myself now. & that’s what i’ll be doing :)

 

if there’s someone who.. about 30 people knew that he had a crush on you once, & lately… have been appearing everywhere near you.. could that be a coincidence or…….. ? (not me!)

i personally think it’s too much for “just a coincidence” … & the eyes are pretty “straight to the point” =.=

 

a dramatic ending to this blog post ;)

byebye!

incredulity

today, i did something ridiculous.

i burst into tears in anatomy class wtf. i am not even sure how many people witnessed it. definitely my anatomy lecturer though, i think she kindly avoided calling me when i was calming down & playing some random lame sushi game on my phone to prevent the tirade of tears welling up again. at one point, i even had to rush out and to the comfort of a toilet stall (dunno why i follow drama storyline so much also.. u know that kind of ppl who will sob in a private stall) thanks to qi who chased after me…

what kind of loser still sobs at this age in public anyway. it’s like i’m in a sad love drama & i got dumped or something wtf.

 

i did some thinking and all these stuff that kept happening lately… people being mad at me, people ignoring me, people letting me down.. it’s probably none other than my fault.

i’m sorry :( i’m hot tempered, i’m dense, i act irrationally & most of the time, i cant even expressed myself correctly. people misunderstand me half of the times & it’s perfectly understandable.

 

and then i kept blowing bubbles off my window to cheer myself up but it turns out that watching the bubbles burst only add to the well of unhappiness :/

 

以前笨得开心；现在笨得忧郁。

the irony of it is that people have told me i’ve improved.

now, did i really?

football rants

although we watch football together... we don't necessarily have the same favourites..

in chronological order

germany-england, brazil-chile, paraguay-japan, spain-portugal, brazil-holland, germany-argentina.

Qi - germany, brazil, neutral/paraguay, spain, brazil, germany

Angie - germany, brazil, neutral/japan, portugal, brazil, argentina

me - england, neutral, neutral/paraguay, spain, neutral/holland (cuz likes angie's fulan face too much), argentina.

paraguay-japan match was too much of a sleeping pill that we can't be bothered -__- cant take it when random people say it's an interesting match. like..

did you even watch it?

P.s teams i support furiously mostly... lost. WTF. also cannot stand that pro octopus!!

oh & LUCAS supports germany & paraguay for tonight's matches.

we're gonna try to throw him into a mosque later.