Santa Baby

Perhaps I really should grow out of this pose, seeing how many ugly pictures it blessed me with LOL but unfortunately, the only expression with “life” my very amateur brain can think of right now.

I am so bored.

 

*trying hard to find topic* AND DOESN’T MY HAIR SHINE? God I totally love it after I got it done. That’s probably the only part of myself that I couldn’t wail at in those 3 days of work LOL. But now, it’s back to crap.

Anyway, I’m so bored these days that I wanna get those fancy hair tying stuff that produces fancy hairstyles at a blink hmmmmm… Or probably curl my hair! …. Just kidding.

 

Another thing, I have no idea why it irritates me so much these days when people say the OBVIOUS exact opposite of what they are doing/thinking.

It’s like slapping me across the face when you clutch a bag with RM500 worth of La Senza’s lingerie & declare you actually despise the brand & you would much prefer Xixili or something.

Okay, that is one lame example. Hmmm, how about like if a girl has full makeup on 24/7 & she complains to you that girls with thick makeup damn pretentious & demands why are they like that & thinks she’s wayyyy above them ._.

For the record, La Senza is still the best :P & the other day, I can’t believe my bff & I squealed & ran inside the store just to have a feel of the santarina collection LOL such perverts tsk tsk.

 

I’m in such a Christmas mood right now.

Santa Baby is playing in my head as I type ._.

Christmas at Pavilion :)

 

Another thing making me emo is my Christmas present, which I can’t get it till Chinese New Year :( It’s not really a Christmas present but what the hell, I’m totally treating it as one. No one gets a better santa than I do. I love my family. I feel very spoiled sometimes >.<

 

This video cracks me up :P Like I said, “Be good, boys… Seriously, be good!” XD

Work

Hello, I seriously have to stop neglecting this (increasingly dusty) part of my life here lol

A whole lot has happened since I last… promised to blog, heh :P

The long & short of it is that I finally begun working, which is about time as well, seeing how fast my bank account is emptied every single month. =.=

On the other hand, working freelance has not made me any richer, in fact, I might just very well have became poorer. FACT FACT. Well you see, with income, I spend more, which is… a whole lot more in a crazy out-of-control state so……. you get it, sigh.

 

Hehe me being hiao (& bored) with the 8-year old wallet that I used for 6 years. =.= I wish I was kidding.

This is half of my shopping pride & glory in less than a month. *NEW WALLET from topshop warehouse YAY!

A whole lot of makeup because working needs makeup, that’s one of the very important stuff I have learned working. The rest being:

A) MY MAKEUP SKILLS ARE CRAP

B) MY POSING SKILLS ARE CRAP

C) MY HAIR IS CRAP

D) MY EYEBROWS ARE CRAP

C) I LOOKED LIKE CRAP IN PHOTOGRAPHS

 

 

*WAILS :’(

 

 

If you somehow decide to tell me that I am putting myself down,

This is a great example of how I look like shit.

Even my boyfriend could not say something nice about it. so yeah. *smashes head on wall*

The worse thing is that I also believe I have another pic of equal value somewhere.

Note: This is completely face problem not photographer’s problem. In fact, I heard he’s one of the best photographers in Utar.

 

FAT ARMS!!!!!…. This is when my supervisor asked us to harass the IT guy in the same company & gleefully took a picture.

As you can see here, I am the most dangerous predator. =.=

And yes, his face was red LOL GOD I SWEAR I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG.

 

Nicer… pictures because other people are in it LOL

 

ok that about sums it up.

During my last job as show girl at Malaysian International Game Show  / Teen Fest 2011, the day before the first day of work, I was down with the fever. On the first day of work, I have stomach cramps, my feet hurts like fuck (super high heels does shit to the untrained elephant legs) + the best thing ever is MY FUCKING CONTACT LENS IS SHITTY!

I opened a new pair of contacts lens as the old pair is already torn. HOW WAS I TO KNOW THIS SHIT WILL HAPPEN TO ME?? FML la seriously. I rather have worse stomach cramps & more painful feet than PAINFUL EYES. Plus, I had to be rushed to the 24hr clinic after work as my right eye was tearing up uncontrollably.

Nevertheless, since I was tied up with work for the 3-day job, I had to continue wearing the faulty pair of contact lens.

I hate how shit happens to me during important days.

 

On a much happier note, I bought half a dozen new clothes in the name of Chinese New Year (but as I type this down, as much as I want to believe myself, I highly doubt their virginity would be preserved till then)

 

 

Ending this post with another picture of me looking like shit.

Please enlighten me with how is it so easy for me to look like shit!

I’m so emo that I wanna sleep forever and forget about how shitty I look & reborn with a beautiful face ._.  (except it’s 7am and I’m not asleep yet = shittier face) Ugly cycle of shit T_T